| The best of me |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|11:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | What do you do for money honey? - ACDC | ] |
I love people. But I hate more.
But the ones I do love are fucking amazing, and I hope they stay that way. People who start out amazing but then become idiots just plain suck.
SO STAY AMAZING. <----(that's an order.)
I on the other hand did some awesome gagage/thrift storing today~!
I got some cool fucking belts.. I mean MOTHER FUCKING AWESOME ones from the 80's. I also got an awesome dress from the 80's too. Some other shit too that was awesome.
ACDC blows my fucking socks off <3 |
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| dun dun dun |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|01:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the dyna | ] |
So I finally get a new phone, a new sim card, blah blah blah, and now my phone is shut off. Sweet. I never wanted these things. Too much aggravation, too much money, NOT WORTH IT!
So I'm good.
I'm good.
I'm at work. If you could call this work at the moment. Its a thursday afternoon and nobody wants to get a smog on a beautiful sunny yet cool day. So I sit here on the internet eating my riis's pieces and drinking my dr pepper. Healthy snack that is.
I think it has been over a month now that I have been through my first heart break. Yeah.. it was 4 weekends ago through today... Its going to end soon. She will end it or else I will. And if I have to end it, then I will probably be in juvee soon. My mom and I agree that violence is the way to go on this one.
kekeke
For some reason I am remembering the time that Sierra, me, her grandpa and his oriental lady friend went to costco. Good times. Pointless right now, but good times need recognition.
I love Seany and his Black Flag shirt. <3
stupid kids. |
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| deeeee |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|04:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
April 20th is almost like your birthday.
LOVE |
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| yeah |
[Apr. 19th, 2005|08:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
OKAY SO IM MAKING SOME RULES HERE..
Do NOT fucking talk to me if:
.you are lying
.you are making what you are saying sound better (be fuckin honest kids)
.you are an ignorant fuck who doesnt give a shit about anyone
.you are not loyal
.you are terribly illiterate
.you are an asshole or a cunt
.you are willing to waste everything over something stupid
.you are someone who likes to hold things against someone
.you are someone who keeps people hanging on
If ANY of those come on your list, take me off your contacts, buddy list, whatever.
thanks. |
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| GROWL |
[Apr. 17th, 2005|03:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jewel -spirit | ] |
So as we all know, Extroversion rocked on Friday, but I did something so stupid...
Well Maria and I brought some pot and we smoked it (of course),and we were smoking when the guy from the previous band came out and started talking to us, and so when we were done we back inside to watch Extroversion play. Afterwards we went back out and met up with him and went and smoked again. So I am higher then hell. HIGH HIGH HIGH. So I called my dad to come pick us up, and when I hung I set the phone on the side walk. THEN my dad arrives and I stand up and take two or three steps and I think to myself "you left your phone on the sidewalk" .. but I just laughed it off and got in the truck! So now I have no phone. oh well.
Saturday night I went to the races, which was fun. And then I spent the night at Colby's and we watched Wayne's World one and two and fell asleep on the couch. It was a good weekend. |
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| OH YEAH! |
[Apr. 16th, 2005|11:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Extroversion- metrosolitaire | ] |
EXTROVERSION ROCKED ME HARD!
Fuckin rocked. Sven amazed me with his vocals! Really, just fucking got into it and let it the fuck out! And Jared!yeaaaaah!!He jammed. THEY JUST ROCKED!
I loved it. They were into it. FUCK! WOOOOHAAAA! |
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| People are fucking weird |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|08:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bright Eyes- I want a lover I dont have to love | ] |
I hate people.
I just got told that it would be a "waste of his time to talk to me" if I wasnt going to let him meet me tonight and massage my "hot feet".
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?
Well okay! I guess you better just skip on over to my house! ;)
FUCK FUCK FUCK
people are sick dude.
ASIDE FROM THAT
I realized that Amy and I are tight ass fucking sista's! Our gang is going to be the fuckin' bomb! Shiiiiiiiit!
<3 my heart goes out to our local senior citizen who's care taker beat him with his own prostetic(sp?) leg.
Redding's local news is the best channel ever. If you want entertainment.. holy crap watch it sometime.
"Man arrested for brutally raping teenage girl- Welcome to 10:00 news"
That was my favorite episode yet ;( |
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| wow oh wow |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|11:29 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The sound of the dyne | ] |
I am bored as hell.
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Thursday determines the rest of my life.
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People are so complicated; it pisses me off.
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I love lollipops. I got cool new ones. They are so pretty <3
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Riis called me at 11:48 last night. good job.
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I died my hair, its red. Still. I like red.
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Spay and Nueter(sp?)your pet. Its the smarter thing to do. My mom wouldnt know that. |
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| GROWL |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|09:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Midnight Club 2 (brother and friend) | ] |
Ummm, so Sven has not talked to me since for ever and a day. I wish neither of us were busy so there could be more down time. But hey, as long as I got a paycheck coming in, I can be manual.
Been hanging out with my new friend Colby. He is a badass. He sings so beautiful. And he is an awesome guitar player/piano player/songwriter.
He sat down at the piano and played the most beautiful song ever, and at the end he tied in the mario bros theme song. It was so fucking awesome. We watched Ace Vanture last night, never seen that movie, it was pretty damn funny.
Kristin and I are on good pages now, I wrote her a message telling her she needed to call me and tell me what was going on. Because I was going to hang there while she dragged me around. So she called me and said she's over it and we are still friends. That makes me feel better because losing kristin would be terrible, but there was no fucking way I was going to let her play with my emotions like she was doing for a while.
bye |
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| well well well ELVEN more days |
[Apr. 4th, 2005|09:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | CrushMollySunShine | ] |
I'm home.. The first thing I did was go home shower and take as long as I wanted to do my hair and makeup and not feel guilty about taking so much time because it was MY bathroom... man what a feeling :)
I love everyone. That was so great. Grant was fuckin hot. Sierra was fuckin hotter. I dont know it all went good. The only disappointment was Riis, but it was easy to pass and have a good time.
Sierra. Twice ;)
Uh met some cool new people. AUSTIN WAS HOT! I was way glad to see him. He makes a good pizza. Sean makes a good lapdance..
I dont know, the whole trip was great.
I hope you feel better Alex <3 |
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| Twelve more days... |
[Apr. 3rd, 2005|06:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dance Dance Revolution | ] |
Im goin' home tomorrow~ I dont know if I want to stay or go.. Im having fun, and havent had enough time with everyone.. BUT I miss my room, my stuff, my clothes, my shower, my bathroom, my bed, and my brother.
Plus I need to go make friends with that kid down the street, he is really cool.
Thank you for the awesome lapdance Sean!
Uh.. I met a really hot kid named Grant, he was awesome.
Esme! I dont know who is hotter, Riis or his mom.. haha
Twelve more fucking days until Extroversion has their first show! Im so excited. Im so happy for Jared. And I cant wait to see Sven sing.. April..15.. lalalala
Okay I'm done..
Ill post more later.. |
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| Back in Black |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|06:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
Well, Im in the midst of packing for Sierra's house. I'm kinda excited.
Well, I'm really excited but I need a lot of cheering up which I know I will get, because you all make me happy.
Um. I think I'm going through a heart break. I'm not usually open like this, and I avoid talking about this kind of stuff, but for some reason I cried and now I just dont care who knows. Kristin has fucking broke me. I sound like some emo fag, but I dont care. I love her so fucking much, and she wants to throw everything away. I dont know, I have never been through anything like this. I cant fucking eat, I cant sleep at night, but during the day I go to work and then come home and mope on my bed, I tried hanging out with old friends and new ones too, but the whole time I just think about how they could never fill her shoes. I dont know dudes, it sucks.
I need to pack.
bye |
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| Okay okay |
[Mar. 27th, 2005|06:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | satisfied | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ha something lame | ] |
So my little fan club, I will most likely be coming down there soon. Maybe Thursday. My mom said "No, ask you dad." so i asked my dad and he was like "COOL I WILL GO CAMPING AND HANG OUT WITH WAYNE"
so now it is kinda depending on weather.. Sierra Im coming for ya ;) |
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| doo doo doo |
[Mar. 27th, 2005|12:13 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mischievous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The White Stripes | ] |
Uh Sven.. I found something that is awesome. And I am going to buy it for ya. Or me. Or us. Or something. Its awesome~
Also...
I bought rad stuff today. Just to let you all know. |
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| soo |
[Mar. 24th, 2005|08:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
What do you do when your exboyfriend's best friend from the age of 2 is hotter then hell and you have a the fucking hots for him? I dont know dude.. he was pretty damn hot.
Other then that. Kristin and I are working things out. We went to Dairy Queen and I ordered a damn cookie dough blizard. They effing gave me an oreo blizzard.. So we tried to give it back and tell them I ordered COOKIE DOUFH they just said "yeah it has cookie in it"
DUMB ASSES! Cookie Dough is like tannish icecream with big hunks of doughy stuff... They handed me a white thing with black crumbs in it.. GRRRR
Spider man killed my dad. |
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| Jenna Jameson |
[Mar. 22nd, 2005|08:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bright Eyes -Lover I dont have to love | ] |
Yeah pretty much I conjured up some info..some 411.. for you all Sean McNamara(MacNamara?) is like THE sexiest man ever. Like he is the standard for all males. But I take exceptions.
Uh yeah.. I hate when you are told you dont have to work certain days.. but then they tell you the day before (after you already made plans) that you are expected to show up. Oh well I guess that's what I get when I ask for more hours.
It's raining outside. Again. I love it.
I'm going to turn on my heater, NOT a FLOOR heater either damnit! Who heats a floor? Not me.
I got new stuff.. I love new stuff.. I love old stuff. I love buying old stuff and calling it new stuff. |
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| <x3 |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|07:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | HATEFUL | ] |
| [ | music |
| | EXTROVERSION | ] |
yeah... I was in a really good mood today, but then I saw kristin and briana walking down the street laughing. I then rolled down my window so I could shoot 'em in their heads.. but came to realize I forgot my gun.
So I was stuck with hating everyone. Ha i'm shivering i'm so fucking cold...
I love the rain. briana sucks. I love the rain.
Hmm.. Im freezing.. Sex is probably the best cure... siiierrrrrrrrrraaa~ come here my beauty ;)
God I think there is some beer in the fridge.. WAIT NO! mom went shopping.. thats bound to mean there is vodka and orangejuice in the house ...
Alright I'm going.. hot shower sounds good.. |
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| damn |
[Mar. 20th, 2005|07:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bright eyes | ] |
Well.. if Sven didn't come and read my livejournal I would sit here and post about how damn hot he is for the next 3 hours... BUT SINCE HE DOES
I will pretend that he is okay and talk about other stuff...
SO today I talked to Everett and we are pretty much cool kids and we are friends again.
I did something OUTRAGEOUS TODAY, SUNDAY THE!!!! ..what is it the 21st?...but none of you get to know... well one of you does...
Im freezing.. I need a warm body.
SOMEONE COMEOVER!
p.s. sven is very very very very very very hot |
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| woooha |
[Mar. 19th, 2005|04:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Extroversion - metrosolitare | ] |
Okay.. Im going to do it with Sven in the back seat of a car.. he doesnt know this.. but I got it all planned out! -just kidding
Good old everett..<3 I dont think I could have hurt him that bad... could I? I'm mean seriously.. get over it? I dont know.. talking to him always puts me in the best mood though.. maybe my parents are right, i'm evil. Todays test only confirmed it.
My social security number is basically all 6's and today.. my chpse test ID # was 666 432
I LOVE YOU EVERETT!!! |
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| I HATE MY LIFE |
[Mar. 18th, 2005|09:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  creative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Killers | ] |
Not really, I just sometimes hate the people in it. People suck period.
I only like the hot ones..
like ... Sierra! there is a hot chick..
or.. Tony! Or Sven! ..or Riis! .. or Jared! .. or Sean!.. Or Nikita! AMY! RACHEL! MAYA! TADD! ALEX! or hmm.. running out of friends here... DAMNIT!
hmmmm I love the smell of coffee.. I know I cant drink any tonight because I need to be all rested for my test tomorrow.. so I just brewed it to smell it..
I want sex tonight! .. but its not happening.. obviously so I guess Ill just get started on Sierra's video ;)
ILL BE A PORNSTAR YET!!!!!
I got the bra I wanted.. Its the most beautiful thing ever. |
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